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Thursday, April 23, 2009
@ 5:06 PMThe sharp howling of the wind, never heard before in my life, that blew so hard last night really made me afraid. I thought rapture had come, and suddenly the names of many people who mean so much to me flashed in my head. Christians and non-Christians alike. But what really scared me was the thought of having my loved ones LEFT BEHIND. It reminded me of the movie that we watched at stephanie's house during the march hols. How it terrified me to think of what my non-believing friends would have to go through after we're taken up to be with our Lord. I lay in my bed and prayed hard, tears filled my eyes, this couldnt be it. It's not time, I told God. but the fact is He has already given Man so many chances, it's by our freewill that we choose to believe, His grace, mercy and love so abundant yet rejected by Man, how then can I tell God, no, it's not time. The only thing I can do now is really to live my life pleasing to Thee, to shine for Him and to tell others about Him. To have the courage to give out the tracts that have been seating in my bag, to be a witness. The rest is in God's hands and I can only trust Him. It isn't easy but I'll continue praying. be watchful and pray |